March 12, 2009

• English Rose

  I have to say looking back at the old posts ya I needed to move on. And did So with much urging from my best friends I also had to go through something no woman should have to with my ex however I'm stronger because of it.  Because of Deyna and Julie I really started to see and  did make the push to get the ex out.  It worked but only after a series of unfortunate events. I am happy to say following the series of unfortunate events and maybe a bit before when I had made it known it was over I met someone, now I realize that doesn't sound to hot however, let me explain. 

  That someone I didn't really meet I have known him for 7 years or more.  We recently got back in touch.  His name is Aaron and he is Deyna's brother. He is 10 years older than me but he is most definetly the best thing to happen to me. Aaron took me to dinner around the time of my last post, strictly as friends just to catch up and hang out as he could tell I was in need of some good friends. 

  We had a great time a great meal and after wards he dropped me off with a promise of keeping in touch.  Little did we both know how much so. My series of unfortunate events lead to me having to go to the police station numerous times accompanied by Deyna and Julie, however one night both of them were busy and I had to go again, Aaron was in town and he offered to take me, I was a ball of nerves and had been for days. but he was right there the whole time.

  After all was said and done he had a coffee for me and we went back to my place and Julie was home from work so we all chilled on the couch watching the tv.  My friends are so great you have no idea. I was so paranoid I walked around and everytime I walked by the door I made sure it was locked. That night I asked Aaron if he would stay because it was a comfort to have him there and he did. He stayed the next night too.. nothing happened he just stayed and held me all night.

   I think those were the best nights sleep I had had in a long while. that was in december. It's been three months now and while I still won't go to the mall outside of going to shoppers to pick up a package I don't always have to check to make sure the door is locked. Blue montana vans still make me paranoid but I think they always will.  But I found the man for me, we laugh and joke all the time, we never fight granted I get bitchy from time to time but Aaron never holds it against me and he always takes it in stride.

  The biggest discrepancy we ever had was over money and it was because we were both so used to being the one to have to pay or give money out it was a bit trying until we talked about it and now we just kinda divy it 50/50 or whatever works depending on whos got the better pay. Im still a bit sticky about lettign him help pay hydro and stuff but I'm coming to terms. The best relationships are based of trust, laughter and talking. At least thats what I think

  I believe I could easily spend the rest of this life and the next with him. I'll keep ya posted

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