Ok so I wrote my quickie this morning and this will probably be another one. I still haven't gotten to talk to my brother because just as I was going to disturb him in his room(he refuses to come out when I am home)my dad called. Wanting me to pick him up, so I got ready and left figuring I could talk to my brother later... Well that didn't go well, dad apparently decided to call after I left and then call my cell while I was driving and it only rang once... I get to the shop only to be told he didn't need me to pick him up. Fine wasn't really a big deal. I brought up the chinese food mess in my kitchen this morning to clarify which "boarder" made it.
Dad says it could have been him he was drunk...bah. Fine I'm ok with that too because most of the time dad is a really good tenant and helps with the dishes and stuff. Well then I say I think J is avoiding me and dad asks why and I say I'm pretty sure he knows I want to talk to him but he only comes down when he's almost late for work or after he hears me go to bed....to which dad replies no he's always like that. Which isn't the case.
Although we do call him "the ghost" I used to see him numerous times a day now not at all. I say well maybe you could talk to him and dad gets all pissy saying he told me he didn't want to get involved and that we are both adults so basically its not his problem. (I get that) However at this point I'm pretty pissed that people think my time isn't worth anything (nor my gas apparently) and that included in rent is a maid service.
Not to mention I gave dad a cell with the agreement he would pay the bill he has not yet and also a few months back he agreed to pay for a course I'm taking he also hasn't done that either. (my dad wasn't around when I was a kid) I'm not expecting miracles but really is it too much to ask for him to pay for one thing in my life. Is it too much to ask that he teach his son to respect people and their belongings and time? Needless to say there was a big blow up and dad said we were all slobs anyway! Argh seriously!? from the man who left my kitchen in such a state of disaster it looked like a bomb had went off?
I know I'm not super clean woman but I do try and in most cases my house is a cluttery mess but we don't leave food out and dishes all over! I'm still half packed from moving of course my house isn't neat! Not too mention having two new people in my home that has caused a lot of rearranging and storage problems. I do laundry like every other day and usually run the dishwasher those nights too. I ended up leaving and driving like a mad bastard(bad I know). I go home to try and deal with my brother. Only to find that he has left which I would have been ok with if he hadn't left my gosh darned house unlocked for anyone to rob!!!!! (Last year we were broken into and I have not been the same since) I was beyond angry there isn't a word to describe the shade of red I was seeing! Not only that but he had like 3 bags of half full fast food in his room and drink cups and dishes everywhere,..I would never have known and soon would have had an infestation of mice if not for the fact that my dog got into it! Did I mention my dog does not get people food? grrrrrrrrr
So a friend of mine came and we went for coffee after I threw out two bags of clothes and loaded the washer and dishwasher to start later and swept and emptied all the garbage cans... After coffee we went for a swim first one of the year it was amazing and soooo relaxing I hope I can keep going and the weather holds out. I then had a talk with a friend who was feeling a little down and hope I managed to cheer him up... I was supposed to start watching supernatural tonight on loan from yet another friend but i can't fit it in tonight. So I am hoping tomorrow. Dad didn't say much when I got home just told me he had cooked if I wanted some. J came home with his gf and went straight to his room and though I can be a bitch I am not going to have that convo with her present. So now I am stuck waiting and putting my life on hold to try and talk to him! Arghhh I'm wondering if a letter would work but probably not... Well xanga land I am going to bed gonna get up in the morning and go get my hair cut and dyed for an upcoming wedding.
Brandi
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